The Grandest Canyon
by Lubrican
Chapters : 1 | 2 | 3
Foreword: A
long time ago, a nice reader named Janette sent me some feedback suggesting I should write a story about a family
that takes a road trip. I put that idea in my projects folder, where it sat for many moons. Then, a few weeks ago, it started whining, so I pulled it out and wrote it. I just wanted to thank Janette for a good idea.
Bob
Chapter One
Life
throws us curves, now
and then. Our family was no different than any other. In our case, the
most
serious curve was the tornado that spread our house over two counties,
and took
my wife, and my children's mother away from us. As if that wasn't bad
enough,
the company I had worked for was gone too. The whole town was
destroyed, for
that matter.
Family
tried to help, but
very few families can take in an adult and three teenaged kids. It's
too much.
So besides losing their mother, the kids got separated from each other
and me
too. I had a sister named Sarah, and she took Lynne, my
thirteen-year-old
daughter. Scotty went to my best friend, Don, from my Army days. Scotty
was
fifteen and good with tools, and Don owned a mill-working operation
where
Scotty would be able to explore and learn about the business. He had a
dream of
owning a woodworking shop. For my middle son, Shaun, my mom and dad
were the
answer. Shaun was always their favorite anyway, even if they'd never
admit it,
and Dad could always use help on the farm.
As for me,
I went back to
Glenndale and worked for those who were rebuilding the town. There were
places
to live if you weren't too picky. Tornado damage is really interesting,
in the
same way a Great White Shark's teeth are interesting. You don't want to
see it
close up, or in action. I stayed in half of a house that was left. It
was like
some giant axe had cut the house in two, and then half of it had been
removed
by trucks, right down to the bare pad underneath. What was left were
three
bedrooms at one end of the place. Six of us lived there, with a
generator for
support. There was no shortage of refrigerators, lamps and anything
else that
used to belong in a house.
Eventually
my insurance
money came through. But rebuilding was a long, drawn out process.
Rezoning was
going on, and everything had to be cleared away before plans could be
made.
There weren't enough architectural companies in the whole state to come
up with
that many house plans, and even if they did, there weren't enough
skilled
construction workers to build them. It was going to take a long, long
time.
I was willing to help, but I couldn't just build a new house. Not
there,
anyway.
So I
banked the money,
putting most of it in CDs and bought a motor home to live in until
things could
get worked out.
A year
later, I still
couldn't build. It was summer, and I missed the kids. The motor home
was a used
Four Winds Hurricane model, which seemed awfully ironic.
It set me back almost thirty
grand, but that
was a fraction of the insurance money, and it would let me live a lot
better
than I had been living. It was a Class A gasoline model and was pretty
amazing
inside. It had ducted air conditioning, a split bath with a garden tub,
a three
burner stove and three beds, if you folded out the full size couch. The
kitchen
also had a built in microwave and wall mounted oven, as well as a booth
that
would seat four to eat. There were two slide-outs and it even had a
patio
awning. With captain's chairs for the driver, navigator and another
passenger,
it was as comfortable as being at home in a recliner.
As soon as
I took delivery,
I knew I had to go get the kids and go on a road trip. We'd been
separated too
long.
I
collected Scotty first.
He made a big deal of being fine, but I could feel the relief in his
arms when
he hugged me. Driving something that big is really different, and I
usually was
pretty happy if we could get up to sixty for any period of time. It
took us two days to get up to Wisconsin
to pick up Shaun, who was also obviously glad to see me. A day and a
half
later, we pulled up to my sister's place and Lynne came running out. I
think it
was Lynne who reminded me of how long we'd been apart. My thirteen year
old,
flat-chested, tomboy was gone. In her place was a fourteen year old
bombshell,
with flowing hair, and makeup on and more curves than a road in the
Ozarks has.
As she ran towards us, Scotty said "Who's that?" and then
"Wow!" Shaun just stared.
Meanwhile,
I noticed that
the breasts she'd grown during the last year, were bouncing up and down
as she
ran towards us. They were soft too, as they crushed against my chest.
Before the
tornado, they
had all three fought all the time, complaining about each other and
vying for
privilege and status within the family. That was all gone. Lynne was
crying
outright as she went from me to her brothers, hugging both of them for
all she
was worth. My sister walked toward us, a little teary-eyed herself. I
got a hug
from her and was mildly astonished that her chest felt just like my
daughter's
against mine.
"What the
hell did you
feed her?" I asked weakly.
"She's a
beauty, isn't
she," sighed my sister. "I'm sure she's got my genes."
I patted
my sister on her
round, firm ass. "We'd better hope not," I said into her hair.
"You're a slut, baby sister."
"I was
a
slut," she said, slapping my own backside. "Those days are gone. I'm
a staid old fuddy duddy these days."
"Is that
why Frank
always sounds so happy?" I asked her, Frank was her husband, and he did
always sound happy.
"He'll be
happy to get
a rest from your daughter," said Sarah. "She's learned how to tease,
and it drives him nuts."
"She
teases him on
purpose?"
"No. It's
just in her
blood. She really is like me when I was her age."
"Then
we're in big
trouble," I said. Many was the time my sister came and crawled into bed
with me because she was scared of a storm, or of the boogey man, or of
whatever. She really was scared the first time or two, but neither of
us
expected how I would eventually calm her down.
After that, the storms were
just an excuse. What she really
wanted was me on top of her, pinning
her
to the bed while she had orgasms.
"Just get
an
industrial size barrel of salt peter," said Sarah, grinning. "Put it
in everything you feed them. Take an extra dose yourself."
"Thanks,"
I said.
"Wanna go camping with us? We're going to the Grand Canyon."
She looked
over at my sons,
both strong and tall, with broad shoulders.
"I'd come
back
pregnant with triplets," she laughed. "No thanks. You go off and have
a good time. You all deserve it."
And with
that, I called
what was left of my family together, and we got into what was now our
home, and
which contained everything on earth we owned.
Then we
headed west.
Scotty had
gotten his driver's
license while he was with Don. The Hurricane was a bit much for him,
initially,
but he sat and watched how I drove and we talked about it. There would
be
places he could practice. I anticipated he'd be able to handle daytime
driving,
at least on the Interstate.
But until
that happened,
the kids spent their time in the back, catching up on what each of them
had
been doing for the last year. It made me proud that they got along so
well.
There was no yelling, and no complaining as I drove along. And I wasn't
left
out. At various times all three of the kids sat in the navigator's
seat, next
to me, and we talked as what I called "the bus”
glided
along towards our first
stop as a camping family.
I had an
itinerary all
planned out. There are a number of motor home clubs, and they have
parks all
over the U.S. that are designed specifically for motor homing families.
It was
one of those where we spent our first night, parked with about thirty
other big
motor homes, most of which were a lot fancier than ours. But the people
were
very welcoming. The camp office had a store, where we could get milk,
eggs,
canned food and the like, sort of like a convenience store, except they
also
had lots of other things, like coffee pots, and jack stands and
leveling pads
and a hundred things I didn't even know what were used for.
The kids,
though, noticed
the swimming pool and hot tub right away. It was early June, and still
cool, so
the consensus was hot tub. The kids were already changed by the time I
got back
from registering. I didn't think anything about that at the time, what
with
only one bathroom, and it not really large enough to change clothes in
comfortably. The boys were pretty quiet, too, kind of wide-eyed as I
climbed
in, but I didn't think anything of that, either. This was an adventure,
after
all. I wasn't to find out until much later that Lynne had just stripped
down to
the buff to put on her bathing suit, and that the boys had been treated
to that view without a word.
Her
bathing suit, on the
other hand, I did notice.
Big time. One look at it reminded me
that I'd
left my cute little tomboy daughter with a slut. I hadn't thought about
it that
way when it happened, but that's what I did, cutting to the chase. And
my
sister had ... advised ... my daughter on things from a slut's point of
view.
I knew with unshakable
surety,
for example, that Sarah had helped Lynne pick out this bathing suit.
It was
red. The top was a
band of cloth about three inches tall, that wrapped around her chest,
covering
the middle portion, from top to bottom, of my daughter's breasts.
Remember
those breasts that hadn't been there when I dropped her off? The ones
that were
bouncing around as she ran towards me when I picked her up? Yeah ... those
breasts.
The top did nothing to cover the bottoms or tops of those breasts, just
the
middle, where the nipples were. And those nipples were clearly visible,
poking
through the cloth. There was a string that went up around her neck,
apparently
to keep the whole thing from just falling to her hips if she blew out
all her
breath or something, but all that did was make the viewer - the male
viewer -
hope that she blew out all her breath, and that the string failed. The
bottoms
were made of two pieces of cloth that were sewed together over her
mons, and went
up to glide over her hips to a back that looked exactly like the front.
That
left the bottom of her glutes exposed, like the bottom of her breasts
were
exposed.
She saw me
looking and
posed with a saucy look on her face.
"Like it?
Aunt Sarah
says it sets off my skin tones."
What it
set off was every
bit of her that was female. I was looking at her skin, but not for the
tones,
believe me.
Of course
I felt bad about
that. It was a little confusing, to be honest.
I knew she was my daughter,
but she looked a lot like my wife.
That was
still a soft spot in my heart. I hadn't had a woman since losing Roxy ... hadn't even been interested in a woman since I lost her, and the sudden appearance of her daughter, looking so much like she had, not to
mention
hotter than a two dollar pistol, made it hard on me not to think what I
was
thinking. I tried to work up the breath and control to suggest that the
suit
was a bit too brief, but she didn't give me time.
"Come on
guys!"
she squealed. "Last one there has to clean the toilet!"
Then she
was bounding off
across the park, looking like a human elk, leaping gracefully over
obstructions, just the picture of health and happiness. I almost
laughed as the
two hyenas in the family tore off after her, howling and chasing the
prey.
I don't
know for sure what
happened at the hot tub. Nobody came and talked to me about it
directly,
neither the kids, nor the camp employees nor any other guests. But something
happened, because when the kids
got back, they had a low opinion of
the
place.
"The only
people here
are geezers," complained Shaun as soon as he tromped up the steps into
the
bus.
"Yeah, and
they're
grumpy too," added Scott as he came in next.
But it was
Lynne's entrance
that gave me a clue. She had her towel wrapped around her like it was
much
colder than it was. And she wasn't bubbly happy any more. I guessed
that some
"geezer" had commented on her swim suit and suggested it was
inappropriate for anyone who wasn't trolling for johns. Or something
like that.
Maybe it was some casual comment between geezers involving the word
"slut." When a young woman is stretching her wings, and somebody
clips them, it can be a pretty unhappy experience.
In any
case, the party mood
was gone. It had been a long day for poor old dad, so I told them I was
going
to sleep. That brought up the topic of the other sleeping arrangements.
There
were two bedrooms, each with a queen bed, and then the couch that was a
hide-a-bed. I claimed one bedroom, pronounced the other one was
Lynne's, and
that the boys could sleep on the couch.
That got
some comments from
the boys, who weren't excited about sleeping with each other.
I said,
"Okay, Lynne,
honey, which brother do you want to sleep with?" I was joking, of
course,
trying to use levity to point out the obvious difficulty. My dear,
darling
daughter, however, did not play along.
"I don't
care,"
she said, carelessly. "As long as he doesn't snore."
It was
actually the
vehemence with which the boys argued for the privilege that caused me
to stick
to the original plan, though I did massage it a little.
"You guys
get the
couch tonight, and Lynne gets it tomorrow. You'll switch off and on
after that.
That's fair."
There was
some grumbling,
but not much, and not loud. The kids said they were going to stay up
and play
cards, something the whole family used to do frequently before the
tornado. I
lay in bed, drifting off, listening them joking with each other and
talking
softly. It made me feel like we were a real family for the first time
since
nature had torn our lives apart.
The next
day we drove to
Kansas City, to the Worlds of Fun theme park there. They have places
with
hookups for motor homes to park. The kids went crazy, riding
rollercoasters,
mostly (they have four or five there) and generally acting like they
were ten,
instead of teenagers. The boys flirted with girls they met in line.
Lynne
flirted with boys too. I rode some rides, but mostly just watched them
having
fun. It was good for my heart to see them laughing and smiling. I
really wished
Roxy was there, but I figured she was watching from somewhere, and that
helped
a little.
They were
exhausted that
night, and we weren't in a hurry, so we stayed there. This time they
didn't
stay up, and everybody went to bed around nine. I woke up around
midnight, and
saw a light on out in the common area. I didn't think about Lynne being
out there
on the couch, and just got up to go turn off the light.
She hadn't
folded out the
couch. Rather, she was just stretched out on the cushions, reading a
book. She
looked up at me when I walked in.
"Hi Daddy.
I couldn't
sleep."
I had
stopped, and was just
standing there. She had on the exact same style, color and cut of
babydoll
pajamas that Sarah used to wear when she came and wormed her way into
bed with
me. For a second I thought they were the same
babydoll
pajamas. But they
couldn't be. They'd be thirty years old by now, and falling apart.
These looked
fresh and new. I realized she'd had help from Sarah on sleepwear too.
If this
was what she'd been
wearing around in front of Sarah's husband, I could understand why he
needed a
break. The jacket was completely transparent, and yet somehow white.
The bra
under it bulged with breasts that filled it to overflowing. Her brown
nipples
were clearly visible through the cloth. Her panties also did nothing to
obstruct what was in them, and I swear
they were cut
purposefully to create
a camel toe. Her dark pubes
puffed the cloth out, but they were
pulled up
tightly enough that her young pussy lips were clearly displayed.
But there
was nothing
artful about it. She was just a girl, lying on a couch, dressed
comfortably,
reading a book.
"You've
sure grown
up," I breathed.
She
smiled, but only
briefly. "I miss mom," she said softly. Suddenly her eyes glistened,
and all thought of her sexuality fled my mind. I sat down on the edge
of the
couch beside her.
"I know,
Baby," I
said. "Me too."
"There are
so many
questions I have," she said, her voice quivering.
"What
about?" I
asked, ready to dispense wisdom.
"Growing
up, I
guess," she said. "Girl stuff."
"Sarah
couldn't
help?"
She smiled
again, only
briefly. "Nothing against her - I love her and she was great - but
she's a
slut, Dad. She gives terrible advice."
"Oh," I
said,
trying to hide a smile.
"As far as
Aunt Sarah
is concerned, the sooner I get pregnant and start popping out babies,
the
better."
"Did you
ask her why
she didn't follow her own advice?" I asked.
"Yeah.
Turns out she
has something wrong with her, and she can't have children. She said
she'd take
my first three to adopt and raise."
"She said
that,
huh," I said, smiling.
"The sad
thing is I
don't think she was kidding, Dad," she said, rolling her eyes. "She
tried to get me to shave off all my pubic hair, so I could wear a
bikini even
smaller than the one I got!"
"Well, you
don't have
to do that," I said firmly.
"I know
that,"
she said, as if I were a half wit. "But I get these weird feelings
about
boys, and I can't talk to her about that, because she'll just tell me
to go
have fun, which is what the boys want to do. And that's another thing.
Boys are
still stupid, but it doesn't make me as mad as it used to, and that
doesn't
make sense!"
"Well, the
feelings
are normal," I said. "That's what she'd tell you."
"That
doesn't really
help all that much," she said.
"Actually,
it
does," I countered. "Just remember all girls have those feelings.
They're normal. There's nothing wrong with you for exploring them and
thinking
about them. It's not naughty or forbidden or any of that crap. Just be
yourself."
She looked
up at me with a
frown marring the line of her eyebrows.
"So ...
exploring ...
is okay?"
As a
parent I modified my
answer immediately. "Within reason," I said. "For example, some
kids wonder what it might be like to fly. They shouldn't explore by
jumping off
the barn with their arms spread. That's not reasonable."
"Well
duh," she
said.
"Generally,
the best
policy with exploration is not to do anything you can't undo," I said.
"Hmmm."
She was
lost in thought. I could almost hear the gears turning. Finally her
eyes
focused on me again.
"Am I
pretty,
Daddy?"
There was
no pause before I
answered. "Drop dead gorgeous, honey," I said, and I meant it.
"Thank
you," she
said.
I leaned
down to kiss her
on the forehead, but she lifted her head and kissed me on the lips. It
was a
quick kiss, but her lips were warm and soft. That, and the transition
from
advice to my opinion of her desirability had reawakened the unruly
friend in my
boxers. Suddenly, she was a drop dead gorgeous teen in see through
jammies and
I needed to go service the purple headed cream dispenser.
And no, I
did not feel
guilty about that. Like I said, she looked just like a younger version
of Roxy.
Whatever
happened at the
hot tub that night resulted in the kids deciding that camping in places
where
there were dozens of other motor homes was not what we were all about.
So they
took the atlas and gathered around the kitchen table, putting their
heads
together to make a new plan on where we'd stop for the night. They
favored
state parks, as it turned out, which was fine with me.
We had a
great day,
stopping to see the biggest ball of twine in the world, and the deepest
hand
dug well in the world. We toured an underground salt mine, which was
just
freaky cool.
And that night, we ended
up stopping at a place called Paulson Lake. They didn't have hookups
for RVs,
but that was all right, because the Hurricane could be independent for
a week
or so. The water tank was full and the auxiliary generator provided
power.
We parked
in a cul-de-sac
not far from the lake, and the kids went for a hike while I worked on
getting
the portable barbeque fired up to cook hamburgers and hotdogs. There
was a tub
of store-bought potato salad in the fridge, and other things to snack
on in the
cupboards. The first of the meat was ready to come off the grill when I
heard
whooping and hollering and three teenagers came galloping toward me. It
was
apparently a race of some kind.
They
commenced to cause
wholesale destruction of the food I'd so carefully laid out, all neat
and
pretty, but I didn't care. We were having fun, and it had been much too
long
since we'd been able to have fun together.
It had
warmed up that day,
with the temps climbing into the high seventies. There was a fire pit
at the
campsite, and somebody had left some wood there, so we had a campfire.
The moon
was full and it was wonderful, just sitting and talking. Scotty was
talking
about a girl he liked. The way he talked about her, it sounded like
they'd been
pretty hot and heavy. Things eventually tapered off until we were all
just
staring into the fire, thinking our own thoughts.
Lynne
stood up and said she
was going down to the lake. There was a trail that went through some
scrubby
trees, and she disappeared into them. The moon was so bright that you
really
didn't need a flashlight. She'd been gone ten minutes before Scotty
said
"Hey, is it safe for her to be down there alone?" He was the one
who'd been living in an urban environment, where things weren't safe.
Shaun,
had lived with my parents on the farm, where if there was a problem,
you hauled
out the shotgun and went to take care of it. So Shaun stood up and said
maybe
we should go check on her.
The three
of us walked down
the path, which was rocky. We all had on running shoes, which didn't
make any
noise, and the path was wide enough that we didn't brush against the
trees. As
it turned out, Lynne probably wouldn't have heard us coming anyway. She
was ...
distracted.
Her
clothes were lying on
the beach, neatly folded. She was in the water, out far enough that it
was up
to her thighs. She was in profile to us - why she was facing that way I
don't
know - and the moon lit her up as if it were a light bulb.
She was
masturbating.
Her right
hand was between
her legs, moving in slow circles, and in the silence of all three of us
holding
our breath, we could hear her little whimpers of joy as she mauled her
clitty.
Her left hand came up to pinch a nipple and pull it away from her chest
far
enough that I winced. She gave a choking sob, and her arm bent as her
wrist
bent too. I don't know if the boys knew it, but it was crystal clear to
me she
had just shoved a finger deep into her sex.
The boys,
having held their
breath as long as if they were practicing to be pearl divers, finally
had to
let it out, and it came out together, and loud.
With a
gasp, their sister
jerked her hand away from her pussy and turned to face us. Then she
fell into
the water and splashed away from the beach. I could hear her sobs of
shame.
Do not ask
me what I was
thinking, because I can't tell you. Apparently I thought that if we
were all
naked, it would even things out. In any case, I barked "Clothes off,
boys!
We're all going skinny dipping!"
A couple
of minutes later,
my two sons were standing there, unsure of themselves, milling around.
I think
that's because they were both sporting erections. Oddly, now that I
think back
on it, I was not.
I growled at them to
get in the water and act like nothing had happened. I saw Lynne, only
her head
above water, watching us from thirty or so feet away.
The boys
waded in quickly,
and I followed. There was no discussion. Somehow we all knew to let her
come to
us, rather than for us to try to go get her before she was ready to
face us. It
was kind of silly, really, with the three guys all facing each other,
trying to
think of something to talk about, when all we could think about was the
girl,
way over there by herself. We all knew she was embarrassed. I think we
were a
little embarrassed for
her ... not because we were judging her.
I know
the boys masturbated. All boys
masturbate. But they loved her,
and
didn't want her to feel bad.
So I took
the opportunity
to do a little counseling.
"Gentlemen,"
I
said, my voice cast low. I didn't want her to hear this part. "It's not
socially acceptable to get a hardon for your sister."
"It wasn't
for
her!" said Shaun, in instant teenager defensive mode.
"Well," I
said,
"It's not socially acceptable to get one for your brother or father
either."
"Shit,
Dad," he
groaned.
"You know
what your
mother would do if she was here and heard you talk like that," I said
softly.
"I'm
sorry," he
said immediately.
It was
quiet for a while.
"I wish
she was here
to yell at me," he whispered.
"I know,"
I said.
"She's
just such a
fox!" said Shaun, miserably. I knew he was talking about Lynne again.
"I know
that
too," I said.
"Yeah,"
said
Scotty belatedly, agreeing with his brother. He looked over his
shoulder at
Lynne.
"We
shouldn't make her
feel bad about being good looking," I said.
"I don't
think that's
what's bothering her right now," said Scotty.
"Well we
shouldn't
make her feel bad about that either."
"I don't
care if she
does it," said Scotty, his voice strained. "But how do you talk to
her to say that?"
"I'm not
sure there's
a way to do that," I said. "It's not the sort of thing that routinely
comes up in family discussions, so there hasn't been a lot of
advice passed
down through the ages about that."
"I don't
want her to
feel bad," said Shaun.
"I'm glad
you feel
that way," I said. "You guys used to fight a lot."
"We were
stupid,"
said Scotty. "We didn't know how good we had it. Now we do."
I took a
chance. I stood
up, exposing myself, and faced Lynne.
"Honey, we
love you.
You don't have to be alone over there unless you just want to."
I sank
back down into the
water. The boys looked at me. Then they looked over at her.
Scotty
stood up next. His
erection had disappeared.
"We'll
leave if you
want us to," he said.
There was
a long pause.
"No," she
said.
"You can stay."
It took
maybe ten minutes,
but she drifted closer and closer to us. We'd given up trying to think
of
something to have a conversation about. We were just there, waiting for
her to
get the courage to rejoin us, whereupon we were going to try to make
sure she
understood everything was fine. I guess we hoped everything would be
fine.
When she got close enough, we opened the circle, so there was space
between me
and Shaun. She eventually eased into it.
"I feel so
stupid," she said.
"You're
not
stupid," said Scotty. "We should have yelled we were coming."
"That's
silly,"
said the only female present. "Why would you warn me you were
coming?"
"In case
you were
..." He trailed off.
"This is
so
embarrassing," she moaned.
"No it's
not,"
said Shaun. "Everybody does it. Me and Scott do it. Dad
probably
did it when he
was young too."
I decided
not to clue them
in to the fact that I masturbated more now than I ever did when I was a
kid.
"Really?"
Suddenly there was more curiosity and less distress in her voice.
"It's
normal," I
said, wondering if any other family had ever had this conversation -
ever!
"So you
weren't
grossed out?"
Again,
don't ask me why I
said it, because I could have kept my mouth shut. But I didn't. Maybe I
was
trying to suggest there was an adult in charge. Which there apparently
was not,
now that I think about it.
"Of course
not. I had
to lecture them about having improper feelings about you."
"I beg
your
pardon?" Now her voice was interested, on the verge of wary.
"Never
mind," I
said. I should have left it there. But this wasn't a night where things
were
going well in the wisdom of dad area. "What you were doing was normal,
and
the way they reacted was normal too. Inappropriate, but normal." I
looked
up at the moon as I said it. I almost groaned.
"How did
you
react?" she asked, facing Scotty.
"It's
getting late!"
I blurted. "We'll all turn into prunes if we don't get out of the
water!"
She
ignored me.
"So?" She
leaned
closer to Scotty.
There was
obviously some
residual mischief left in Shaun, from before. He also spoke without
thinking it
through.
"He got a
boner for
you!" he tattled gleefully.
Scotty
turned on him and
snarled "Well you did too!"
"Really!"
said
their sister, her voice thoughtful. But nobody was paying attention to
her.
There was suddenly a wrestling match in the water.
It ended
as quickly as it
started, though. Shaun squealed "Ewww you're naked!" and lunged away.
Scott, disgusted, just left the water, exposing his firm,
broad-shouldered body
as he stalked out of the water. When he bent over to snatch up his
clothes, he
mooned us all. It was unintentional, but I understood completely why it
was
called "mooning."
I looked
at Lynne, who was
watching him. She glanced at me.
"Boys are
so
stupid," she said.
Then, as
if nothing had
happened, and everything was just hunky dory, she walked toward the
shore.
Completely un-self conscious, she picked up her clothes and walked
back to
the bus naked. I hurried after her, and heard Shaun right behind me.
When I got
to the bus Scotty was standing in his briefs, outside the bathroom door.
"She came
in here
naked!" he said, his voice sounding odd. "She pushed right by me and
said she got the shower first."
I stepped
over to the door
and opened it a crack so I could yell through it. The water was already
on.
"Make it
quick!"
I yelled. "We've only got a hundred gallons of water."
"Okay,"
she sang
out.
I closed
the door,
wondering in what way our lives had just changed.
I knew
they had changed. In
fact, I knew they had changed a lot.
But I had
no clue as to
just how much that was.
I began to
get an inkling
of how much things had changed when Lynne came out, naked and unashamed.
"I forgot
my clean
clothes," she said, as if she were simply pointing out that her pencil
needed sharpening.
The boys
were staring at
her. Shaun had put on tidy whities, like his brother, and he put his
hand over
his bulge. I knew what was happening. Scotty just went on into the
bathroom.
"Short
shower!" I
yelled.
"I know!"
he
yelled back.
"What are
you looking
at?" I heard Lynne's voice say.
There was
a pause, and then
Shaun's belligerent "You!" popped out.
"Pervert!"
she
snapped.
"That's
enough, you
two!" I said forcefully.
"He's
looking at
me!" she complained.
"You're
naked," I
pointed out. "Remember when you asked me if you were pretty? Well, now
you're naked too. What do you expect?"
She
slumped. "I don't
know. I'm all mixed up inside. I don't know how to feel."
"Well put
something on
and let's talk about it then," I said. I looked at Shaun. "Give her a
break. Stop looking at her."
He opened
his mouth and
said "I can't ..." He stopped and then went on. "I don't want
to," he said. He looked at his
sister's face. "I don't want to
stop looking. That's how I feel about things, okay? Whether it's right
or
wrong, or perverted or whatever, it's how I feel. So however you feel
is fine
too ... even if that means you think I'm a pervert."
She got
panties out of her
suitcase and pulled them on. We both watched her pack that pussy into
those
panties.
"I don't
think you're
a pervert," she said, reaching for a T shirt. She pulled it on, and
looked
at her brother. "I'm a little afraid I'm
a pervert."
"You?" He
was
clearly surprised. "Why?"
"Because I
actually like
you looking at me," she said.
"How stupid is that?"
Scotty
opened the bathroom
door. He had the clothes he'd been wearing that day wadded up in front
of his
groin. He hadn't remembered to take clean clothes in with him either.
"I heard
yelling," he said. "Is it safe to come out?"
"Only us
perverts out
here," said Shaun. He glanced at Lynne and grinned. She grinned back.
I relaxed.
It looked like
maybe we'd dodged a bullet.
Let me
tell you, folks. If
you ever decide you want to have a conversation that you'll remember in
perpetuity, just gather your adolescent progeny together to have a
friendly,
honest discussion about what makes one horny, and what to do about it.
I honestly
don't think it
would have been possible (or would have turned out like it did) if they
hadn't
been separated for a year. That distance blunted the usual sibling
rivalry, and
helped them see each other as something like really good friends who
haven't seen
each other for a long time.
Suffice it
to say that the
boys were able to explain that, to them, Lynne was a beautiful, sexy
girl, the
kind they got to see from afar, but could never ever actually talk to.
And to
have such close access to her, not to mention seeing her naked, made
them feel
like they were living a dream.
I thought
that might be
overdoing it a tad bit, but her response wasn't that of a girl whose
head has
swelled.
She talked
about how, in
the past, she competed with boys, trying to establish her value as an
equal to
them. When her body blossomed, and she started having strange feelings
along
with it, she felt like she could no longer compete, and that sucked all
her
self confidence away. Now what boys wanted from her had nothing to do
with her
skill, or ability, and it made her feel helpless. They were seeing her
as a
sexual being, but she didn't know what that meant, or how to act.
But when
her brothers reacted
to her sexuality, that was a whole different thing, because she knew
they loved
her, and appreciated her for
much more than her boobs. At the same
time,
the things she felt when they looked at her, didn't feel so terrifying.
She
could want them to look at her like that, because she could trust them
completely.
I was
pretty much
astonished at how mature they were about discussing the whole thing.
And I
thought it all went remarkably well until Shaun said: "Okay, so what
now?"
I said
"What do you
mean?"
"Is she
going to run
around naked any more?"
"Why would
you ask
that?" I asked.
"Because I
want to see
her again?" He thought that was obvious.
"You are
a
pervert," she said, but she was smiling. "Are you going to run
around naked so I get to see you too?"
He
blushed, and looked very
nervous.
Once more,
I spoke without
thinking things through clearly. Maybe it was the relative success of
my other
blunders that did it.
"What if
we all
did?" I asked.
There were
suddenly three
very alert teenagers looking at me. It made me nervous, because now I
had to
come up with something as impressive as what they had just done.
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